- December 20th, 2009
You can be trying sometimes. You can be trying and I am quick to become impatient. You buzz around the house, bouncing from thought to thought. This is new. Or, rather, old, I guess. You used to be like this. Its why I fell for you in the first place. I need help sometimes. Most of the time, really. I mean, do I honestly seem like I've got it all together? I don't feel like I do. I feel like any day now I'll slip up and everything will come crashing down.
Sigh. I'm a mixed metaphor, as it turns out. But one with a point, I promise. As uphill a battle as it must sometimes feel, just remember that I love you. Things aren't perfect, and they probably won't ever be, but you are one of the greatest people I've ever known and my life is so much more important, so much more fulfilling, so much closer to the way it should be because of you.
I just thought I'd share. I love you, Dereck.